Bd and I broke up for fairly good reasons (abuse, drinking, dependency on me)
Now we have separated, we have to set up times for him to have our daughter
He says he still wants to be together but I know the relationship is no good
I love him but lately I hadn't felt like being "with" him like the in love wasn't there
I need to find my self and be out on my own for a while.
I feel so terrible for this, for being friends with other guys after so long of having no guy friends
and idk I just feel guilty like I'm not doing what is right for my daughter :(
I really try hard for her but I feel like as I'm letting her down
Especially since I haven't been able to be with her as I please due to increased work hours but today is the last day and me starting university.