We were on again/off again lovers
Yes, we loved each other. He was calling me all the damn time, lol, and while he was always so somber and serious in nature, in general, when he was with me, he was like a kid again--and told me so.
He could joke about anything with me, and he'd always get a laugh, no matter how rude the joke was. I loved seeing him smile, and knowing I was part of the reason.
He was shy. He had a good 6-7 years on me, but sometimes I felt like the adult.
He opened up to me a lot, but a lot of people do; I've been told people feel they can trust me, and know I'm not gonna runteldat, or judge them unfairly. They're correct.
People say Taurus are boring in the bedroom, but they also say that about Virgos and Capricorns. I just don't find it true. I'm one of the freakiest b*tches in bed--hair pulling, deepthroating, sh*t--play your cards right, and I may even let you smack and choke me a little. He was always afraid of getting too rough with me, but I was coaxing him, lol. He loved that he could be that way in bed with someone.
In between our on/off stages, we always stayed in touch. Text messaging, IMing, phone calls--90% initiated by him. I was always on his mind. Sometimes he'd even call me during periods where he couldn't even talk! LOL. I was like, "why are you taking this risk?!" lmfao. He just wanted to hear my voice, said he loved my laugh, and I calmed him.
He was my cutie. Big teddy bear, and I do miss him dearly.