| femmemichelle wrote:|
But I remember back in the Golden Days of BHM there was a poll that asked if there was a pill that could make your curl pattern significantly looser would BHM members take it.
I don't know about significantly looser but a little larger I think I would want this. It would be much easier to style my natural hair. I love it as is but I want the curls bigger w/o having to use rollers. I would have said no to this poll only because I'm not taking any random chemicals.
As far as skin color I guess I'm weird because I'm brown-skinned but I always wanted to be darker. I used to think about tanning all the time in my early 20s but all I saw was the yt girls at work with peeling skin from sunburn and it made me re-think. I remember being at my bf's house when I was 14, looking in the mirror noticing that I was darker (summer) and calling his sister to the mirror all excited to see how dark I was getting
. She laughed.
As an adult I think I finally realized that my desire for darker skin comes from my dad's complexion and all of the smooth dark skinned women who had such an influence on me as a female. My mom's jeans also robbed me of the chance to have a chocolate baby
Also I don't get ppl who want to bleach their skin at all. I understand if you have Vitiligo and you're trying to match up but other than that is seems crazy to me. I realize that makes me a hypocrite for wanting to be darker. No excuse, just acknowledging it
I love me some me either way. I just wanted to have deep coco skin