Everyone, I feel so much better. The tears are gone.
I feel so refreshed and I finally am finished crying. I just finished an hour-long discussion with my father and our discussion went into such depth, I got to vent out everything to which he surprisingly understood and sympathized with.
My father is going to help me out. There's a good chance I'll be living with my brother in Las Vegas as a result.
So the medical and billing thing in my valley is likely out of the blueprint for now but I'm getting out of here.
Vegas is quite the drastic move so I may still stay in California but find another place, but I have such a renewed sense of optimism from everyone's words here and the help of my father.
Everyone.. I thank you from the bottom of my heart..