I am glad that you posted this...I have a hard time standing still bc I want what I want when I want it. Patience is something that I have to work on alot. Right now i work a 9-5 dead end job that does not pay enough. I want to live on my own without roommates, I want to pursue my acting career fulltime, but I also have to pay bills. WIth my current finanacial situation I have to have a roommate, I dont have enough saved to work part time to pursue acting fulltime...ive been looking for a job for a long time. No responses from anyone. My reality says one thing and I want to believe something else. I get messages in my dreams, so I know without a shadow of doubt that I am a successful actress but when it comes to the everyday small things, like getting by, dealing with this job..i get doubtful, frustrated and discouraged.
Im constantly imagining myself in a better situation. Everyday I thank god in advance for a wonderful job, my own apt, my successful acting career. But then I walk into the office and sadness comes over me and I just want to be able to say I QUIT!! I dont wanna work here no more I need more I need better...
What can I do to make sure that I am not standing in my own way? To keep that positivity going from 9-5p Monday thru Friday? To be happy in my current situation no matter how much i dislike it?