i think i want a boyfriend...
but just not him. I dont think ive ever really wanted any of them though.
but i think if i continue with this 'pickiness' (i dont really think its pickiness) then ill be alone forever..
i need to give more ppl chances..
but i just feel like hes too young to ride this ride.
maybe ill start with the next one who makes it past the gate. The only reason he got my number was cus i know his sister..
which is another reason i feel oddly about him 'like that'.
sigh...
im gonna be one of those women whos alone forever.