Random Thoughts Vol. '12 to ∞

so i got picked up and we went and got it from the tow place.. $330 for no reason... i could have done something good with that money. 

and i just spent 300 on a ticket like last week.. 

maybe this is a sign that i need to stop spending money.. someone is trying to tell me something. 

so i havent been to sleep.. 

its 4:50 and i have to be up at like 7 at the latest.. idk if i should try to do some of my essay or if i should try to go to sleep. 

i honestly doubt that i could fall asleep within the next 30mins-hour.. i probably wont fall asleep until like 45 minutes before i need to wake up. 

But i feel like i should try to get SOME sorta rest being that i gotta do a few things tomorrow plus the essay plus Super Bowl. 

but i feel like i need to get even a little done.. im gonna be hella tired tomorrow. 

sigh..... i wanna type, 'why me' but i feel like i need to be grateful and i shouldnt say something like that.. 

i just may need to extend my essay over into monday.. its due monday at 5:30 but i was planning on doing other work on monday and being completely done with the essay on sunday. 

i know this is hella long but idc.. i need to think outloud 

sigh

so i literally just grabbed my change of clothes and towel and went into the bathroom to take a shower then bam... the lights go off... ONLY in my room and my bathroom though.. 

whenever this happens its typically the entire up or downstairs cus way too much is plugged in/on.. but i dont really have much plugged in.. nothing out of the ordinary except for an extension cord which only has 1 thing in it.. 

tv isnt on or anything.. just the heater but thats always on. 

let me just take my ass straight to bed (for an hour). the energy is really bad and against me right now.. 

this much bad luck doesnt make any sense