yes mixer. idk what ive done but i had to do something..
so i got picked up and we went and got it from the tow place.. $330 for no reason... i could have done something good with that money.
and i just spent 300 on a ticket like last week..
maybe this is a sign that i need to stop spending money.. someone is trying to tell me something.
so i havent been to sleep..
its 4:50 and i have to be up at like 7 at the latest.. idk if i should try to do some of my essay or if i should try to go to sleep.
i honestly doubt that i could fall asleep within the next 30mins-hour.. i probably wont fall asleep until like 45 minutes before i need to wake up.
But i feel like i should try to get SOME sorta rest being that i gotta do a few things tomorrow plus the essay plus Super Bowl.
but i feel like i need to get even a little done.. im gonna be hella tired tomorrow.
sigh..... i wanna type, 'why me' but i feel like i need to be grateful and i shouldnt say something like that..
i just may need to extend my essay over into monday.. its due monday at 5:30 but i was planning on doing other work on monday and being completely done with the essay on sunday.
i know this is hella long but idc.. i need to think outloud