Random Thoughts Vol. '12 to ∞

I HOPE YOUR FIRE. FIRE BURRRRNNNSSS BAYBAYYY!

I want some chips and salsa

heaven might not be that fun 

I came across some old pics of my granddad from college. If only he knew. That with all the studying and degrees he'd end up childless. Divorced. In debt. And working full time at 60 years old with no signs of retirement.

It makes me so sad and pressures me to figure out how to get $$$ and lots of it soon so that he can live the life he dreamed of. Its not just about my dreams. Its about my parents' too. Between him and my sick grandmother its a LOT of pressure.

I asked him what his dream house would be and he said he always wanted to live near the ocean. And then asked if we could stop discussing it because he 'doesn't want to talk about it any more".

That made me sooo fckin sad.

He told me he hangs out working extra hours because he can't stand being home alone.

*cries*

*continues rant*

My grandmother informed me that she tripped and fell the other day and couldn't get up to get the phone for hours. She has no friends out here and the only outings she goes on is to the doctors. I told her she needs to get one of those bracelets. Because no one would come looking for here and I can't check up on her if she can't answer the phone.

Smh