morning and thanks.
so i x'd outta bhm at an attempt to friggin focus…
but i keep finding myself doin other things.. things that I've needed to do for weeks… so at least I'm not BSin on bhm or lookin at tv.. but tonight isn't the night for that ish. And of course getting on here for a 'random thought' isn't really helping the situation either.
i don't mean to make excuses but it feels uncontrollable.. like i don't even realize that I'm up cleaning my room or filling out paperwork until I'm half way in it.
im so jealous of ppl who can just focus
okay im gonna try not to get back on bhm tonight