idk if its just the alcohol talking (probably) or what… but I'm thinking of telling my ex that we should be fck buddies.
even though i don't like sex.. i think my first truly good experience could have been with him.. i just didnt give it a real chance. i probably just need some alcohol to relax.
i don't wanna screw anyone else unless its someone I'm in a good relationship with.. and knowing me that probably won't come around for like at least a year..
i wonder how he'll respond to that.. he already thinks he's gods gift.. ugh
Edited by coconess - Dec 08 2013 at 4:45am