i wonder if my ex bff will say happy bday to me..
i didnt say it to her.. prior to her bday she kinda tried to talk to me (through a game on an app
) thats how we got cool again last time.. started playing.. but i wasn't feelin it this time and denied her invite.. I'm
sure she misses me though.
i miss her deep down.. but i don't wanna be friends with her anymore if we can't get past arguments better… we should be bigger than that.. I've known her for so long.
but we always go weeks to months of not speaking over a dumbass argument.. we both have a lot of pride
sigh… i have ppl who really wanna be like my best friend.. but they just don't really compare to our 'friendship'. if you wanna call it that. i really feel like were just two ppl who vibe really well.. we can talk for 12 hours straight.. but if we can't get past dumb arguments i don't wanna call it a friendship.