without some alcohol and knowing a girl is bi.. i probably wouldnt ever approach ('holla') at one. plus I'm more of a be-talked-to kinda girl…
that negro finally called me.. i didnt act annoyed or anything though i just said id call him later… I'm not. I'm all about telling how i feel but there gets to be a point where i should see that its just pointless…. he has definitely been trying and making changes.. but its not good enough.
i keep seeing ppl buy freddos (peets version of a a frappuccino) and its reallllly making me want one.. i used to always drink them and i kinda prefer them over starbucks frapps.. but i just checked the sugar.. 60+ grams.. i can't. i had a matcha latte earlier which had quite a bit of sugar.. even if i get less pumps of sweetener.. it would still probably be like 30-40.. sighhh.. next week when I've had no sugar maybe.
i see what its like to be a fat person who's always on a diet.. its like being in jail.. can't do shat.
I've gotten used to a healthier lifestyle for the most part but its still not easy sometimes