New things scare me. Even the smallest change can make me anxious even if I don't realize consciously I like knowing that Im gonna see the same people at the same place at the same time every day. Like, for example, last year both semesters, I always knew that when I went to tutoring 3 days a week, I would always see the same people. I don't have to talk to those people, I don't even have to like them.It's not them that comforts me, its just knowing that they're always there. IDK why.
So this year, it was kinda a shock to me a little because none of them were there. It made me feel extremely anxious for the first few days knowing that I had to see all new faces. But tonight was nice because a lot of them were there. And I don't say nice, in like a super exciting fantastic night. It was just a nice comfortable night because of that.