hes comin to cali so i dont gotta go out there.. i thought id feel good about that but i think i could have used the change of scenery for a little bit..
at least now ill have a place to really be when i dont wanna be here (assuming we can get along.. but hes going through A LOT and hes gonna have little patience and be grumpy) i have a few friends with their own places but one is far and the other is annoying.. i can only take so much of her.
sometimes i really want my own apartment again but idk.. i feel like i shouldnt leave my gram. she actually has other ppl now but she prefers/asks me to do most things (until very recently when he came back).. and i gotta do the medical stuff. and Honestly i dont even know if we could afford it these days..
anywho, just did a few exercises with weights.. im gonna do some more soon. i gotta get my ass right in a few days. and i gotta do hella things.. if he saw my toes and this kinda grown out manicure he'd call me ratchet.
Edited by coconess - Sep 18 2013 at 8:07pm