im jealous (i dont wanna use envious..) of this girl...
shes like the only girl ive really been jealous of looks wise.. its probably because we've been compared.. her mother even thought i was her one day when i had a hood on..
she is eritrean and so beautiful to me. a few years ago we were neck and neck.. but now, she definitely far surpasses me.
idk how she hasnt been snatched up yet.. im pretty sure thats her only goal.. to 'find a baller' her personality must not be right.. she has a lot of ratchet in her.. if she was on my team she would have 'made it' by now, for sure. its sad though.. i want her to be better.
i dont like how im jealous of her.. my confidence is so much lower than it used to be..