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good day people!!  

eee-- i think i may go get some charms, but i'll need them to have my bracelet back by thursday. 

this is shaping up to be the best christmas in july ever!!
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Originally posted by CherryBlossom CherryBlossom wrote:

coco, it breaks my heart to hear you talk about yourself like that--you are not broken!
...it really sounds like the problem is his, he sounds controlling and possessive...I'm noticing lots of red flags here.
do yourself a favour and get out while you can, you deserve better than that, I'm sure deep down inside you know that too.Hug

if your vagina, nor tits, nor clit, nor a-hole (licking, not penetrationSleepy), dont ever feel good.. i think its safe to assume that youre broken.. ive accepted it. 

i dont think his personality has anything to do with the way i feel during sex.. but i definitely agree that hes controlling.. but tbh i dont mind that.. everyone i know says that im controlling and bossy too.. 

With the way he was acting the past week or so... yes, i already said he doesnt deserve me.. but he's apologized for that, admitted he was being a jerk, and said that he learned his lesson.. that ish is not forgotten and really effected the way i feel/see him... but aside from that week i think he treated me pretty nicely/respectfully. 
if you guys disagree, dont hesitate to say so.. outside perspectives are always entertained.. and i dont wanna be one of those blind, dumb girls.. 
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Originally posted by coconess coconess wrote:

my first time with him? yes. 
no, oral didnt feel good.. i think its cus i was in my head too much 
no, i dont think i really wanted to do it.. like i didnt mind.. but i wasnt anxious or anything. 


lol soratchi.. i do kinda feel like i should run.. 
but i take it back, i am a little flattered.. 
dude sounds psycho tbh
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so nothing ever feels good?

like no tingle no nothing?

do you even get horney?
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ive had a few tingles in my lifetime.. none from him last night.. it was just pain. 
i think i get horny from time to time. 


yes cherry i have thought about that.. i think its really something in my head (in addition with me needing to relax) but i still feel broken. 

i wont be on that rinse and repeat bullshat.. even though i like him and he has done some really nice things for me.. i was ready to end it. i even kinda tried to but he didnt let it happen and in the back of my mind i kept thinking about always wondering, 'what if..' cus hes like the first guy i could have actually seen lasting for a little while.. 

i think ive always wanted someone that could overpower my controlling/bossiness tbh... ppl have always told me ill end up with some pushover or a white guy cus theyre the only guys that will be able to deal with me.. and that is a huge turn off. 
hes the only person thats made me be submissive (there were other guys that probably could have done that, but i didnt like them enough to hang around to see that) .. so yea i think thats why i was going along with his controllingness... but i feel that going away cus i dont feel the same after the way he was acting. 
sigh.. we'll see what happens.. 


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cant believe its already noon.. time flies.. 

i need to send 2 important emails to my teachers that i really should have sent thursday or friday.. then i need to go meet his aunt to give her debit card back.. i dropped him off at the airport this morning.. he'll be back wednesday. 
then i really need to rehearse my speech.. cant believe i let the weekend go by without practicing. 
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I'm going to do my own acrylic nails
just to see if i can do them 
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COCO!! I just happened to click on here before I take care of some business.. and OMG you smashed. I hate that you still didn't like it though Cry. Are you going to try again with him soon? When you say it didn't feel good.. did ANY of it feel good, but the pain and uncomfortable feelings took over... or there was no feeling of stimulation at all? Did you pretend that you liked it?

Did you go visit him in DC or is he still out in your area? Give me details. I'll be back in awhile after I finish something.
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Speaking of smashing, where is Jr? I'm gonna be in his area and he needs to buy me a drink while my friend is at work Smile
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