I have a habit of getting rid of most of the ppl in my life when things are not going well..
i just basically stopped being friends with my friend.. i was mean and cold to her.. and my reason wasnt even a great one.. but like i told her, i have other things going on right now and she irritated me and i dont have room for anymore irritation in my life, sorry. (i didnt say sorry though)
I tried to get rid of him for good too right after her.. but surprisingly (he'd usually act like he doesnt care) it didnt work...
It'll probably happen soon though.. i dont care as much and he will explode about something small ish soonish then ill be like bye.
im at a good place right now where ill be sad but im getting over it.. were not gonna work, he seems to have me all the way fcuked up.. im not the one. this is what i get for being a nice, good girl with him and telling him how i felt.. negros dont understand that way of life and start getting cocky and thinkin theyre irreplaceable.
as much as i like him.. i havent truly liked a guy in a long time.. like i actually saw potential with him.. but i wont stand for no BS.. i dont deserve it.. im too great, i have too much to offer.
i wish he could take a look into my past so he could see how i am with other guys and how lucky he is.. thats all about to change though, i think my vibe is kilt.