id like to think everything happens for a reason too..
i think that if you believe in god you'll believe everything happens for a reason.. like he has a bigger plan, everything is already written, and all that jazz.
but i dont think i believe in god.. so i would more so believe that we determine most things in our lives with each decision we make.
but it feels better to just keep thinking it all happens for a reason...
im pretty sure im agnostic though.. maybe there is a higher being or something in the world that makes things happen for whatever reason.. i hope so.
i wish i could go back to sleep..