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Jenna Jameson

“’My life’, I said. ‘It’s not where I want it to be…I’m just…stuck. I’m…addicted.’ For the first time I had vocalized it. I was addicted…. I hadn’t done any work in a month. I looked down at my hand, and my fingertips were black from all the time spent holding hot cigarette lighters under meth pipes.”


Jesse Jane

On promoting her new Diosa Tequila: 

"Everyone starts drinking at six am. And they go all day and night. So everybody was pretty drunk. We had my party at CityWalk and there were so many thousands of people that you could barely move. And when we walked outside to leave before 1am, there were lines of people around the building and two blocks down.

To come and see you! 
It was crazy. It was a blast. I was sick, like I am now. So I couldn’t drink that night, which was probably the best thing, because I had to take a flight out at 4am."



Erin Moore

"Over the course of my PICS career I have been belittled and treated like a piece of trash more than I could have ever imagined in a lifetime I would. I wasn't a woman in any of these directors eyes, I was nothing to them. The male talent at times were nice, but sometimes, they were horrible. I've had men choke me, slap me, thrust me so hard until I couldn't walk and this would happen even after I would tell them to stop. They have no respect for women."


Taylor Rain

On doing cocaine in her rectum:

"You have to blow it really hard. You blow and the person jumps like three feet. It f**king goes into your bloodstream."

In February 2007, she spent twenty days in jail for possession of marijuana and for driving under the influence.


Sierra Sinn

"My first scene was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was very scary. It was a very rough scene. My agent didn't let me know ahead of time... I did it and I was crying and they didn't stop. It was really violent. He was hitting me."

Rebecca ardoux

"I'm a typical PICS star," Rebecca Bardoux says with a smile, at the June 1997 Erotica LA Convention. "I come from a dysfunctional family. We don't relate... When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a call girl.

Eva Angelina

"My coochie was so swollen, it was unbelievable. And the next day, I was obligated to work for Cherry Boxxx. And that f---ed me up even more. Working three scenes after having been so injured f----- me up. For a good six months, I wasn't normal. My coochie wasn't normal until a couple of months ago. It just sucks."

Tanner Mayes

"I was actually out, shooting a scene, and after we’re all sitting there partying, and in the course of a PICS career you run into those things. From there it’s just a matter of what you wanna do, and I’m always up for anything. “Hey, you wanna hit this?” and I said sure. I stayed up that whole night partying. GHB and speed. This was a director’s place, and we’re all hanging out and making money and having fun…but then it eventually spins out of control."

View a video of Tanner Mayes having a meltdown at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlGUrvfk7mI

Amber Lynn

"What happened for me was I had a lifestyle that surrounded and supported the getting and using and having more and more drugs. I had a lot of people around me that supported and encouraged that behavior because it allowed them to continue to make money off of me."

Kami Andrews

"I love the money, the glamor. I like being recognized. I like the attention. What I don't like is not being able to sh*t right. You are constantly doing enemas and you're fasting and you're taking all these different pills, ex lax, and it screws up your internal system."

Demi Delia

On the PICS industry:

"It is a ticking time bomb. It's going to get worse. It's not going to get any better."

Jenna Presley

“It was torture for seven years. I was miserable, I was lonely. I eventually turned to drugs and alcohol, and attempted suicide. I knew I wanted out, but I didn’t know how to get out.”

Michelle Avanti

"Some of my experiences on the PICS set include me being totally wasted and PICS producers allowed me to be and even provided alcohol and drugs for me. I experienced rough sex scenes and have been hit by male talent and told them to stop but they wouldn’t stop until I started to cry and ruined the scene. During one specific scene called “Bukkake” I was really high and the producers knew it and they told me to use a Douche to pretend I was urinating on another performer but I had an accident and instead I defecated on the performer. I was so humiliated and wanted to die. They told me it was okay and not to worry that they weren’t going to make a big deal about it and the next thing I know they blasted the scene all over the web. I felt totally degraded."

Traci Lords

"Well, I grew up in a small town in Ohio , and when I was 10 years old, I was raped by a high school boy that was about 16. And from there, my mother had an older boyfriend that molested me, so my entire childhood was really shaped by these really traumatic sexual experiences, which ultimately led me to the streets of Hollywood and to PICS."

Andi Anderson

"After a year or so of that so-called “glamorous” life, I sadly discovered that drugs and drinking were a part of the lifestyle. I began to drink and party out of control! Cocaine, alcohol and ecstasy were my favorites. Before long, I turned into a person I did not want to be. After doing so many hardcore scenes I couldn’t do it anymore. I just remember being in horrible situations and experiencing extreme depression and being alone and sad." - Andi Anderson

Regan Starr

“I got the sh*t kicked out of me… most of the girls start crying because they’re hurting so bad… I couldn’t breathe. I was being hit and choked. I was really upset and they didn’t stop. They kept filming. [I asked them to turn the camera off] and they kept going."   

Elizabeth Rollings

"I sold my soul to the devil without even knowing it.  Ironically, I later performed in a brutal gangbang for Devil's Films."

Emily Eve

"I shot scenes where I had to pretend to be dead and let someone rape my dead body. I came home bruised and sometimes a little bloody from the rough scenes. I shot deep throat scenes where they slapped me and spit on me and called me horrible things. I threw up, and had to keep shooting.. I couldn’t breathe because of the vomit in my nose and the genitals in my mouth."

Jenna Jameson

"Most girls get their first experience in gonzo films – in which they’re taken to a crappy studio apartment in Mission Hills and penetrated in every hole possible by some abusive asshole who thinks her name is Bitch. And these girls, some of whom have the potential to become major stars in the industry, go home afterward and pledge never to do it again because it was such a terrible experience.”

Jersey Jaxin

"Guys punching you in the face. You have semen from many guys all over your face, in your eyes. You get ripped. Your insides can come out of you. It's never ending." - Jersey Jaxin

Anita Remby

"So what PICS gave me was debt, diseases and people who think I'm a used up whore."

Belladonna

“I like to hide — hide everything, you know?... And I'm not happy... I don't like myself at all... My whole entire body feels it when I'm doing it and... I feel so — so gross.”

Roxy

"After only 30 movies I caught two sexually transmitted diseases. Herpes, a non-curable disease and HPV, which led to cervical cancer where I had to have half of my cervix removed. PICS destroyed my life."

Corina Taylor

"When I arrived to the set I expected to do a vaginal girl boy scene. But during the scene with a male PICS star, he forced himself anally into me and would not stop. I yelled at him to stop and screamed 'No' over and over but he would not stop. The pain became too much and I was in shock and my body went limp."

Linda Lovelace

Linda Lovelace has much to say about her pornographer: "When in response to his suggestions I let him know I would not become involved in prostitution in any way and told him I intended to leave, [Traynor] beat me up physically and the constant mental abuse began. I literally became a prisoner, I was not allowed out of his sight, not even to use the bathroom, where he watched me through a hole in... the door. He slept on top of me at night, he listened to my telephone calls with a .45 automatic eight shot pointed at me. I was beaten physically and suffered mental abuse each and every day thereafter. He undermined my ties with other people and forced me to marry him on advice from his lawyer."

"My initiation into prostitution was a gang rape by five men, arranged by Mr. Traynor. It was the turning point in my life. He threatened to shoot me with the pistol if I didn't go through with it. I had never experienced anal sex before and it ripped me apart. They treated me like an inflatable plastic doll, picking me up and moving me here and there. They spread my legs this way and that, shoving their things at me and into me, they were playing musical chairs with parts of my body. I have never been so frightened and disgraced and humiliated in my life. I felt like garbage. I engaged in sex acts for pornography against my will to avoid being killed.The lives of my family were threatened."

Ashlyn Brooke

I honestly felt that if I had to have another strange man in my face, his hands (God knows where they've been all over me) him calling me his baby and having to exude some sort of forged passion for the world to see, I probably would have exploded. And what would have been stuck to the walls would have probably been nothing, just pieces of skin, bone, the brain of a robot, and what would have been left of what would have existed once as a huge and warm heart.

Danielle Williams

A female porm star that'd been in the industry for a while had excessive anal intercourse and a piece of her muscle from her anus fell out on set while she was filming. Some females damaged their reproductive systems which left them unable to have children. A male PICS star broke the muscle in his penis because he was having abnormal and outragous rough sex. I found that a male PICS star who was in the business for a while was a devil worshipper. Both male and female PICS stars were committing suicide. A lot of the PICS stars were known to go overseas and do beastiality in PICS. (Sleeping with animals.) Shortly after that, a numerous amount of people starting turning up with diseases, Herpes to be exact.

Herpes! They will let you work with it! - excerpt from Danielle's book, "From PICS to the Pulpit" - page 98




Edited by slayfresh - Feb 10 2014 at 6:00pm
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yikes.
that last one made me hurt.
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Anita Remby

"So what PICS gave me was debt, diseases and people who think I'm a used up whore."

Hold up...all that just to still be in debt?!

I can't tell most of those blonde women apart*shrug*.
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Danielle Williams

A female porm star that'd been in the industry for a while had excessive anal intercourse and a piece of her muscle from her anus fell out on set while she was filming.


omfg! DeadCry

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[BHM]Haha, they're whores. Who cares?[BHM]



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Dead I feel bad that they made these choices to lead them to this lifestyle. Hopefully, the money was enough to get them out of the negative situations they may have been running from. 



And Ouch


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That line of work has to much of a high rate of destruction to your body no money could ever be enough.
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Originally posted by morenaloca morenaloca wrote:

Danielle Williams

A female porm star that'd been in the industry for a while had excessive anal intercourse and a piece of her muscle from her anus fell out on set while she was filming.


omfg! DeadCry


Ya that sounds so painful. Terrible and depressing stories. I read a story of a woman that had so many vaginal and anal tears from PICS....Dead
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these stories won't make me enjoy p*rn any less
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