Good morning . I would like to thank everyone for your kind words and prayers. Very long night without sleep. My brother Eric took a turn for the worse last night , but he is hanging . The bleeding came back after the surgery and he began to hulliucinate . We are waiting for the final pathologist report , but the doctor told me a a few moments ago he thinks it's colon cancer. I am going to try and get off work and ask the school to give my daughter a few days off to fly home if possble .
The drive would take 14 hours . PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY TOPIC TITLE . I was on black hair media when the call came and lost it . I can't express how close i am to my only brother He would help anyone . My niece will not leave her father side . Eric has a CL bag which will upset him more when he comes out of the morphine . I trust in God to help me and my family Really hard when you have so many deaths and sickness month after month .. I finally was bless with a little piece of mind after loosing family last week. Now my brother . I will continue to trust in the lord . I know he gave me a baby at my age for times like this .
I will be offline for a few days .but will never forget everyone kindness . My husband thinks i should be on BHM to take my mind off things , but i can't stop crying . I must to avoid making myself sick . I go in the basement to avoid my daughter getting upset India is also very close to her uncle . I love you all ot matter what and thank you . Pleas forgive my typing errors . I am a nervous wreck . Please have your colon check. My mother was the first to die of the silent killer with no symptoms or family history until it was to late . I am going for a check soon .
PS . I will anwser my pm's in a few minutes . Thank you so much .
Edited by india100 - Apr 18 2014 at 8:58am