How do I feel about being jobless?
I feel angry at times, depressed a lot...
Because I want my own house, car, job.
I want to buy my kids the clothes and shoes they really are in NEED for...
I want to not live with my mother-in-law and her child...
I'm tired of this dag on apartment with loud as heck people and
infested roaches...No matter how much I clean..their here..
I'm tired of trying to reach out to people for help..and they look the other way.
I want to be a independent mother and wife.
I want my kids to say "I love my mom, she's the best mom ever. She graduated college."
I'm tired of being POOR and being looked over...
I'm just....tired...I pray to Jesus everyday to help and save me and yet...
I haven't seen anything happening...
God give me strength..
Edited by l2eVitalize - Dec 13 2012 at 7:12pm