Lost loves

I think my main problem really  that if I had ever brung him to my family that they would reject both him and me. My family will do that... just completely disown you... if you dont meet up to their expectations, and i was scared. but then i thought about it more after a couple of months and realized that i was limiting myself and that im a grown woman. i aint gotta worry about what people will say or do. But then it was too late anyway cuz i no longer had his number

I already tried finding him on facebook, instagram, twitter, ang linkedin! he doesn't even have an account unless its under a different name or unless i completely forgot how to spell his last name. he told me before that he always drove his car in the morning to a certain korean grocery store (the one we met at) every morning by 7 and went jogging, so I would come there sometimes by 6:30, sitting in my car like a creep, but each time he was never there

found out he has a daughter now and i cant take it.. 

kind of sucks i haven't spoke to him in 5 years 

i kind of figured, if it was meant for us to find our way back, we would

guess not