We were both virgins and had no clue what we were doing. I honestly think the only reason we even.did it is cuz he had older brothers who influenced him, and I was in puppy love.
To show you how dumb we were, we didn't even know what "female arousal" was. He touched me down there and instead of "wet", this fool asked me why I was OILY down there. Sad part is, my dumb ass didn't know any better so I was just embarrassed and trying to figure out why I had an oily pum-pum.
I remember feeling really weird the whole time like something was off, but I just chalked it up as nerves. Come to find out his creepy ass, grown ass brother was hiding in the adjoining bathroom watching us the whole damn time.
We were together off and on another 4-5 years and only had sex 3 more times
. I thought I hated sex and never got the hype...then I got my first REAL piece of wood and realized what I was missing out on
We talk every now and then, and he always brings up how he was my first, and you never forget your first, its never as good as your first time...
I don't have the heart to tell him that after I got my first real piece, cried from the pain, and saw blood that I don't even think he was ever actually IN me