If you were here with us today rolled up to the table and was playing dominoes, poker or bid whist, I'd just think you were another drunk, skinny, yellow niqqa.
Your eyes in the second pic look like you've been drinking.
You point out your disabilities more than anyone on this board, we'd have never known had you not told us.
I've made accomidations for my 19 yr old cousin who is paralyzed and only has partial use of one hand and arm, he can't wipe his azz, drink or feed himself.
If you can do any of these things on your own, you're ahead of the game.