Confessions

I wish I was able to go home for Thanksgiving and Christmas.

Even though I'm in Europe, I have no interest in traveling. I get jealous when I see movies or hear about people taking a summer off to go travel Europe; but then I remember they're white and this is white people land.

I don't have a boyfriend...he's just a guy I'm sleeping with but I call him my boyfriend because saying he's a guy I'm sleeping with takes too much time to say. Don't wanna sleep with him anymore but I feel like I'm stuck because I haven't found any other options.

Lite Brite wrote: starflower7 wrote: Lite Brite wrote: Confession: I wish I was naturally darker (although most of yall already know this lol) So, who's gonna take a bold step and admit they, at some point in their life, wished they were lighter? The second line of this post makes me believe the first line is a lie.  No, I promise it's true. Real sh*t. I had a feeling asking that question directly after that statement wasn't a good idea. But anyway, all those bleaching creams aren't in the BSS for nothing. SOMEONE On BHM can make this confession. Plus I'm sure yall all know that one girl who has major color issues....and some have recovered and become parts of the BHM community, maybe?

i've never wanted to be lighter.

i remember back in the day all the girls seemed to want to be short with small feet. rediculous now that i think about it...

starflower7 wrote: Lite Brite wrote: Confession: I wish I was naturally darker (although most of yall already know this lol) So, who's gonna take a bold step and admit they, at some point in their life, wished they were lighter? The second line of this post makes me believe the first line is a lie.

No, I promise it's true. Real sh*t.

I had a feeling asking that question directly after that statement wasn't a good idea. But anyway, all those bleaching creams aren't in the BSS for nothing. SOMEONE On BHM can make this confession. Plus I'm sure yall all know that one girl who has major color issues....and some have recovered and become parts of the BHM community, maybe?

Lite Brite wrote: Lady Ice, tell us more about the demons

oh girl...i was sitting in my bedroom one night..(this was like a year and half ago) and im doing my Jesus thang (learning and truth seeking online) and i felt like something on my back. it was making me sweat like i felt like a whole change in the room. like something was watching me. i know where it was, it was at my bedroom door. it only happened at night (for maybe 3 days)  one of those nights i wanted to go get something to drink i got all the way to the livingroom and i looked over at my balcony cause i felt like. this energy coming from the left of me...and i saw it. it had no face..the face was marked with a target sign..it was a he and he was pale.

needless to say i didnt get my drink. theres been other times too, but i realized what was happening then. maybe i stumbled on to something i wasnt suppose to...i dont remember.