Confessions

I really wish that I wasn't so dysfunctional; so hot-tempered; and so unforgiving. Maybe then I would realize that some relationships were worth fighting for. Maybe then I wouldn't be so quick to throw in the towel and I would actually have friends 

ShadyLady wrote: Celibacy went out the window... Better luck next year...

With the "6'6" Sexy Chocolate"? How was it?

my gay coworker is attracted to me. He pulled me to the side and said he has feelings for me, and he knows its weird. he told me that im different. but i think he just likes me cuz im flat chested and the majority of the time im dressed like a boy at work (oversized t shirt with baggy jeans) cuz i dont give a fucc. anyways, i find this interesting. i shouldve said i like him too, just to document the experience

Omg this guy. I always see this guy outside this train station. He's either working out, reading or sleeping... usually reading. I don't pay him any mind cause hes in his own world. Might be homeless but clean. When he works out in the summer he has his shirt off and he's in shape but still homelessness... so Im not looking that hard When he's reading his head is down, when he's asleep his head is covered and he usually has a large afro so id have to look hard to see his face... who doin all that?

Today, being polite I smiled when we made eye contact... This was the first time I really saw his face. Nice looking. When I saw it before, I could see he wasnt unkempt or ugly, just reading on the street in Brooklyn. He motioned for me to come over...  I hate when men do that.

I had to go closer to him cause he sits near the crosswalk... bay bay. He has such a nice face. As I approached he said something to me... Im looking as he's talking. This man really looks nice. He said he wanted to read a prayer to me.

Im having all these thoughts- you hungry, you thirsty? You need saving, boo? He was really attractive, skrong, bronzey. I took my ass across the street and got on the train. A man has never stopped me in my tracks like that..much less a homeless one.

for once i want to not...trust my gut and see what happens...