even though ive always been the smartest one in my groups (and half of my girls are type smart)… bhm really be showing me that i dont know sht in the big scheme of the world.
i mean, i noticed that forever ago….. but it seems like there are more examples of it recently.
i feel like i was smart for 18-21… but it seems like intellect or something has been progressing and ive been staying the same. shts bypassing me. i dont even feel versed enough to be quite as opinionated in certain topics.
only a fool will try to debate about something theyre not knowledgeable about.
end rant…. i need to step my life up though. forreal cokes. like i know im naturally intelligent.. i have hella proof about that but i feel like im not progressing. if anything ive declined. my vocabulary used to be extensive as fck. my IQ used to be kinda high but im certain its not where it was… i wont even take the test cus i dont wanna be annoyed at my score.