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 Posted: May 15 2014 at 2:01am |
 dOLLish. wrote:
I feel guilty for having the feelings I do about my father. He's making the effort to reach out to me (he calls just to say "hi"); however, I don't want any parts. I'm always so short with him. Part of me feels like I should forgive him for trying... The other part is telling me that my feelings are justified and that it is okay if I do not want to talk to him. |
@DOLLISH, check out the
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wrote "My personal application" to read her testimony, since before that
she wrote down bible passages. She is very forgiving, I would say.
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Posted: May 15 2014 at 2:04am |
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I felt bad for the way I treat him, then I felt a bit disappointed that he didn't chase me, but now I know it was just time to severe ties and move on. I was stuck in one place, and now I am finally not carrying someone's else problems with me. I have to make a pledge to NEVER again carry someone's else problems unless we are married, which in that case, it will be my problem too.
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Posted: May 17 2014 at 5:10pm |
sexyandfamous wrote:
I met him last Friday, it was allright plus he had E, I took it and it felt ok - not as great as the other one I took in November.
Truth is, I don't care about him, but I can't say that to him because he is a fragile situation.
I need to start dating.
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sexyandfamous wrote:
Yeah, I told him to fvck off - officially.
Now I feel that my life is lighter and happier, regardless of his last text message about some bullsh*t that I couldn't care less.
**isn't funny when we tell men to fvck off they want to play the "i am the one who doesn't need you"? He wrote me to leave him alone and I was like "I did. Quit texting me"
B!tch, you texted me after I had officially told you "bye", quit playing.
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sexyandfamous wrote:
I felt bad for the way I treat him, then I felt a bit disappointed that he didn't chase me, but now I know it was just time to severe ties and move on. I was stuck in one place, and now I am finally not carrying someone's else problems with me. I have to make a pledge to NEVER again carry someone's else problems unless we are married, which in that case, it will be my problem too.
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Posted: May 19 2014 at 12:58pm |
sexyandfamous wrote:
dOLLish. wrote:
I feel guilty for having the feelings I do about my father. He's making the effort to reach out to me (he calls just to say "hi"); however, I don't want any parts. I'm always so short with him. Part of me feels like I should forgive him for trying... The other part is telling me that my feelings are justified and that it is okay if I do not want to talk to him. |
@DOLLISH, check out the
testimony
of mizqtpye... maybe it can help you.
scroll down to where she
wrote "My personal application" to read her testimony, since before that
she wrote down bible passages. She is very forgiving, I would say.
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Thank you. I will check it out.
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Posted: May 19 2014 at 6:20pm |
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I can't live with him. But I can't live without him. He makes me miserable and happy all in the same sentence. I want to give him space but that means he'll move on.
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Posted: May 19 2014 at 9:21pm |
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how do i keep ending up here?
i mind my business and foolishness tends to find ME
yes, i invite it in, but only with the hope that it could be something worthwhile...
I refuse to blame myself for giving things a chance, but there's clearly a pattern here...
Life was easier when i was a bitch
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Posted: May 22 2014 at 1:33am |
Marcelo22 wrote:
sexyandfamous wrote:
I met him last Friday, it was allright plus he had E, I took it and it felt ok - not as great as the other one I took in November.
Truth is, I don't care about him, but I can't say that to him because he is a fragile situation.
I need to start dating.
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sexyandfamous wrote:
Yeah, I told him to fvck off - officially.
Now I feel that my life is lighter and happier, regardless of his last text message about some bullsh*t that I couldn't care less.
**isn't funny when we tell men to fvck off they want to play the "i am the one who doesn't need you"? He wrote me to leave him alone and I was like "I did. Quit texting me"
B!tch, you texted me after I had officially told you "bye", quit playing.
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sexyandfamous wrote:
I felt bad for the way I treat him, then I felt a bit disappointed that he didn't chase me, but now I know it was just time to severe ties and move on. I was stuck in one place, and now I am finally not carrying someone's else problems with me. I have to make a pledge to NEVER again carry someone's else problems unless we are married, which in that case, it will be my problem too.
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lol I don't post EVERYTHING that is happening.... that's why it doesn't make sense why I felt bad. And I won't post the details. Anyways, I wanted some tongue action, so I asked him if he could eat my pvssy. He called me (I missed the call) then texted me 5 minutes later asking me to call. "I'd love to get down" he said, but he was called to work tonight. He left me a voicemail saying that tomorrow he can be here and ended with once more saying "I'd love to get down, but I am sorry, I have to work" I am kinda surprised how eager he is to do that. I expected either an yes or a "Am I getting something too?" I never said fvck, maybe he is hoping for that.
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Posted: Jun 03 2014 at 7:01am |
 captains log: rant.
*sigh* ah man..i havent slept yet...so my family is having a "gathering" i wish my mom would stop callin it that...i keep picturing folks coming from the the hills in new zeland or something...my family is small..but for some reason they wanna do it up big cause one of my aunts is coming. she hasnt been to cali in forever...and from what i have remembered she has never tried to contact us to say hello. sorry for your lost, congrats for graduating...but im supposed to just pick up and leave and meet her in cali...first of all no. i dont know you and 2 i have my own family with my own plans. my mom is pulling out her A game as if its gonna change anything. LOL she said..."there shouldnt have to be a funeral before we all gather together" i see yall like every other year. she says oh but you always go see your inlaws *who turns down a free trip...food and shelter included?even tho i have plenty of times*..what about our side...and im like...you mean the same 10 that we see every holiday mkay. your kids dont know our side...hm..thats funny cause i hear them call their names when they say prayers. try again.
i dont want to go there give any awkward hellos to these strangers and listen to them talk about life when they were 5. NO ONE CARES. shes texting me now telling me we've never been able to do things before cause there was no money but things are lining up. again i have questions..you wont even buy yourself a 10 dollar lunch..where are you suddenly getting all this money from to rent cars and all that? im not going. i made plans way a head with my kids. plus we have doc appts. i might be cramping i dont wanna be stuck on the road...and im tired of caving to what other ppl want. hasnt she heard enough no's over the years? another text: you wont even come to my house.
duh. my house has everything to keep me entertained...you have nothing. no one wants to come watch cowboys all day 
captain out.
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Posted: Jun 03 2014 at 7:31am |
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So much messy chicks in here but me and bbpants beefing now. In these e streets don't get hit up by lead.
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