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I'm 'shamed. I'm mortified. I'm more embarrassed than I've been in a long time. I got a little buzzed in a semi-private setting with my peers and former professor. I said some of the most terrible things about people (most of which I don't remember, but I was informed of). As much as I would like to blame it on the dark liquor, I can't. I'm disappointed in myself; disappointed in the fact that I wentthat far.

Not only am I disappointed in myself, but I'm disappointed in the ladies I consider friends. They thought that my behavior was "okay" (because it's the norm) ... funny almost. One even said that she likes it when I am that way (messy, mean, and disrespectful) Confused I had to kindly tell them that my behavior wasn't acceptable, cool, nor funny. There is something wrong with being and saying mean things to and about people. I don't want to be one of those people.

I'm ashamed because I feel that I'm going to be remembered as that person and that's not something I want attributed to my character. Because I can't seem to control myself and my mouth when I drink, I've decided to give it up.
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I'm terrified of (and actually anticipating) my dad embarrassing me at my graduation. That's part of the reason why I was praying that he couldn't make it. I already gave my mom the "leave him home if he..." speech.

I would be beyond mortified if he shows up looking like someone's alcoholic uncle who currently lives out of his car Ouch It sounds bad, but I wouldn't say it if he hasn't done it.
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Originally posted by eanaj5 eanaj5 wrote:

we are >>>>>>>>>>>here<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
its wonderful and terrible all at once Ouch
EXACTLY!!  Hug  

best of luck to you eanaj... here's hoping that we get better with time and are no worse for the wear. Beer
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What exactly is "too quiet" ?

I use to be really quiet... but I'm very proud of myself cause I've come a long way at being more open and social. Not exactly where I want to be but I'm getting there

But I feel like there's always that one person who likes to sh*t on your progress no matter what

Like if your silent for two seconds they feel the need to comment on it. I don't need to be talking 24\7 ...
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On one hand I'm like fck it, fck these people.. who cares what they think. Ill talk to who I want to talk to and there's nothing wrong with that.

But on the other hand its like I want to be known for who I really am. I need to prove myself and stand out more.

Idk.
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I just can't stop thinking about my ex,ESP when I kinda pushed him away...I'm too chicken to commit
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im supposed to be callin this Brotha back but im not going to.
A part of me is well aware that im being petty as fck, but the other half doesnt have fcks to give for it...
im not sorry

He should have been a better friend to me earlier on

Call up yo main bitch, Brotha
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I met him last Friday, it was allright plus he had E, I took it and it felt ok - not as great as the other one I took in November.
Truth is, I don't care about him, but I can't say that to him because he is a fragile situation.
I need to start dating.
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Yeah, I told him to fvck off - officially.
Now I feel that my life is lighter and happier, regardless of his last text message about some bullsh*t that I couldn't care less.


**isn't funny when we tell men to fvck off they want to play the "i am the one who doesn't need you"? He wrote me to leave him alone and I was like "I did. Quit texting me"
B!tch, you texted me after I had officially told you "bye", quit playing.
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I feel guilty for having the feelings I do about my father.  He's making the effort to reach out to me (he calls just to say "hi"); however, I don't want any parts. I'm always so short with him. Part of me feels like I should forgive him for trying... The other part is telling me that my feelings are justified and that it is okay if I do not want to talk to him.
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