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On Friday I need to look my best because I want him to see what he has been missing, but I don't want to seem like I am trying to look my best, so since we are meeting at the pier, I will be wearing either a dress, or if the weather chills a bit, jeans and a t-shirt.
I will though treat myself to a much needed skin care treatment by using my a face mask at night for those two nights prior to the meeting, deep condition my hair, run at the beach tomorrow and Friday morning to tan a bit, so I will have my natural beauty showing to match with my casual outfit and bang - he won't even know what hit him.

Mind you, I gained weight and have been doing good workouts, which made my butt bigger, my thighs and legs thicker and my hair is looking marvelous after I deep conditioned on Monday so I will turn heads everywhere we go.
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meh - i am not interested in the meeting anymore. i have more important stuff to do such as copying and writing some things, studying, filling application for a volunteer position.... the only good thing out of meeting him is that he could get me a couple of E.

I left a message for him that I don't want to meet, he can call me and talk about whatever he wanted to meet me for on the phone.

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im tired of wasting my fridays here
idgaf if she gets mad at me for taking next friday off
i have sh*t to do
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I regret not leaving with him. It'll be 6 years in December and it still drives me crazy
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I am watching my cousin el 2 week old baby while she goes clubbing.....sigh...ghetto fabulosity.   I will talk sh*t to / her tomorrow.
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it's like as soon as you're over one, you're under another. 

i blame my mind. it's prone to flights of fantasy. i have lived entire existences, lifetimes and back-stories within moments. everything and nothing all at once.  
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Following Friday's conversation with my cousin, I've come to believe that we were doomed from the start.  The dysfunction, mental-health disorders ... It's almost like we were destined to grow up to be the people that we are - depressed and unhappy with poor interpersonal relationships, parental issues, and a host of other issues.  It's like a cycle with my family because each generation has the same issues.

I think I'm (still) depressed.  That would explain my unhappiness with everything in my life and my inability to change.  The good thing is that I want to change.
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dollish.   Are or have you sought professional help?
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Originally posted by nekamarie83 nekamarie83 wrote:

it's like as soon as you're over one, you're under another. 

i blame my mind. it's prone to flights of fantasy. i have lived entire existences, lifetimes and back-stories within moments. everything and nothing all at once.  

we are >>>>>>>>>>>here<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
its wonderful and terrible all at once Ouch
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i need to be more mindful of who i allow in my life and understand what their predetermined purpose is and stick to that formula. Doing anything contrary will yield disastrous results, emotional or otherwise.

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