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Eanaj I feel your pain, yo.
When i left my home country and moved to another country my mother packed all of our things into barrels and left them at my aunt's house. I'm talking ALL of my childhood toys, dolls, books that my father bought my sister and I. Books that my sister passed down to me! My dad used to buy our toys with love. The very best. They were special because as a business man who lived in California most of the year, the toys were all i had of him apart from hearing him on the phone.

I was very homesick and beggggggged my mom to send back home for the barrels, as was the plan in the beginning.
She kept putting it off and we kept begging but still she kept putting it off. Finally one day my aunt called and said she's moving too and she's leaving our stuff in the house while a friend house sits.

Long story short, suddenly ALL of out things are m.i.a
Aunt can't give account, friend can't give account.

My whole childhood...gone. I cared my toys very well because my mother is a neat freak. So everything was in mint condition. I had several life sized dolls and just beautiful things from my daddy. Bought with so much care and love.. All gone. It took so much for me to not bite my mother and spazz like a bitch! I took years to come to terms with the loss. It was the sentimental value..the memories of living in my home country listening to the birds sing as i played dolly house...

Ahhh just thinking about it makes me want to cry and this was yearssss ago.
I only have 1 thing to show..the doll i took with me on the plane. I was 8. I still have her to this day.
My big sis and niece visited me from NYC and i said DO NOT TOUCH MY DOLL, LITTLE GIRL!
Your grandad bought me that! That's MY dolly!!

I'm upset that our homesickness wasn't a priority enough...aghhh.
I let it go but yea..i do wish i had my toys because i wanted to keep them forever.
sh*t that made me want to call my papa bear. I miss him so.

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I really don't like being a "mean girl" or a "negative Nancy."  In my perfect world, I'm a positive soul who wants nothing more than peace, love, and happiness for everyone.  It's just so easy for me to be pessimistic.  Why do I allow myself to get bothered by things to the point where I'm angry, slandering people, and daring them to say something to me?

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i said i would look for jobs today.. 
i didnt. just like everyday for like the past week.. 

the reality is that i don't really want to work unless i can work exactly where i want. 
sooooo… idk. 
i feel like i need to start getting experience under my belt.. i have very little… 
I'm too comfortable (although its not like it used to be..) but ill regret it in the future..  

maybe ill just volunteer… i won't have to go through BS to get in that.. and its not a commitment.. idk though.. 
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My two best friends are cousins. I met my bestie 18 years ago and we instantly clicked. I met her cousin about 3 years later and we became cool. As time went on me and her cousin got closer and closer. We just click and we think alot alike. I think my 1st bestie is getting jealous of my relationship with her cousin especially when all three of us hang out. Sometimes I feel like I have to give her extra attention just so I don't hurt her feelings. But the truth is that I am just alot closer to her cousin. I share things with her that I don't share with bestie #1.
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Lol petite.. something similar happened to me. Met her when I was 13. She introduced me to her friends... maybe I was 18. Last year I cursed her out for talking to one of them about me and she said she introduced us so why cant she talk to him lmao.. dumb btch


Im going to this guy's house tonight. Weve gone out a few times and this is the first time im going to his house. I hate getting older, so much is expected. Ive heard " I mean, we both grown." a couple times. Im putting my pepper spray in my person in case he ack up
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I wish that the pediatric office calls me soon. I really want that job. Trying to wait on God
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I got the job counseling pregnant teens, orientation was yesterday. Why did Beyoncé come on my phone on the way home and it got me wanting to buss up in there singing Flawless so they wont try me? Telling them to bow down idk why lol

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So...me and the ex who broke up in December have been talking heavy lately.

I miss him like crazy. I don't regret the break up cuz I really do feel like he was gonna try to get me pregnant on purpose.

He thought I was joking about moving. Now he wants to come visit me next weekend. I'm excited but nervous.

I planned to be celibate all of 2014...don't know if I will if he comes. Plus that might be his last ditch effort to knock me up...decisions, decisions.
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I miss GKisses, girl your mommy okay?
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Originally posted by Diane (35) Diane (35) wrote:

I miss GKisses, girl your mommy okay?

she was in random thoughts like last night or the night before... 

she said shes just been busy with her job+ internship.. 

eta, actually.. shes online/in RTs now.. 


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