Confessions

This diet would have to wait until school starts.

dOLLish. wrote: This isn't really a confession, rather something I need to get off my chest:   I hate my classes. Well, the social aspect(s) of it (e.g., before and after class, during breaks, etc.). It seems like my classmates have cliqued up, and of course I don't belong to any of them. It's so weird watching everyone around you talk like they're bffs, making plans to hang out and like you're completely invisible.  Like, I never feel included - and this is with a group of girls I've been friendly with. I feel like I'm too old to be following anyone around like a lap dog, but daggone ... I want friends, too.   I get this feeling that this one girl doesn't like me. I feel like she talks to everyone but me and I don't know what I did to her. I try to be nice, despite my gut feeling telling me she could care less about me, but now I'm starting to wonder why bother?   But now, a part of me is starting to realize that some of these people (some people I thought were cool) can't, or shouldn't, be trusted. IDK. Maybe I'm just super paranoid these days.   I don't want to look back on this whole graduate school experience and not have similar relationships to my peers.

I feel this way about undergrad. I legit only hang out with my roommate, her bf, and a girl that I met through her. I havent made any of my own friends yet and im in the second half of my sophomore year Especially since I'm at a PWI, the black folk here are super cliquish. It kind of reminds me of high school, and is slightly intimidating.
I havent come up with a plan of action yet other than to keep networking through my roommate

be happy ur nappy!

need a new hair color...which one though...lets see ive had: red, blue, purple, pink, white...

green is gross in hair. makes everyone look like swamp thang.... maybe teal or something..

i really feel like i need to get back in touch with my inner rocker...i think im going soft...that and i

need a new whip.

I want fish sticks for some reason.

I will buy some type of fish tomorrow.