Am I In Denial???

But I wouldn't rest until I get results back that they sampled the growth and it is not cancerous.  But then again, I don't know if an MRI can conclusively tell you whether or not it's cancer, it might I don't know.   

Women I know have had mammograms that didn't detect cancer that was already spreading, plus you already know there's a lump.   I agree a scan can help detect lumps other than the one you are concerned with.

I read somewhere that there is a blood test that tests markers for breast cancer but I don't know if it's common 

 

The anti-biotics helped a little. The lump went down a great deal but there is still a lump.

 

As for my doctor, she's my ob/gyne. She knows all my family history and I completed another

family history when I was there. I have been going to her for a little over 18 years??? Then for her to come in and out of the room and ask questions that had sh*t to do with me was just wow...

 

As far as me asking about going to the ER, have you guys ever panicked and was so caught up in your problem/issue, you can't figure out what to do? I was all up in my emotions. My husband has been making me feel a lot better about things. The morning I went to the clinic he had just walked in the house from a double shift and walked right back out to take me to the clinic.

 

I knew he was tired so I ignored him snoring loud as hell in the waiting area. I even appreciated him coming out of his work induced coma to randomly utter "that's bullsh*t" to the doctor when she gave a rush diagnosis.