If I ever return, in will be in a really really long time, and it won’t be the same.
Sorry to all of those that support me, but this internet stuff gets really serious, tooserious. If you don’t already know, I have been harassed, blackmailed, hacked, and threatened, not just on Tumblr, but on other sites. It became not worth it. Some people are out there to purposely make my life miserable, and I just had to make the smart decision.
In fact, I wish I had never posted a photo like I did when I first turned 18. It is fine for other girls who are older, who have other jobs that allow it, but I do not think it was for me, nor was it a smart move to do it at age 18. Some of you don’t know this, but I do go to a university. I didn’t like the path this stuff was leading me too; I have other goals, other aspirations. I have been thinking about my future a lot, and what I want to do in college, and I do not want to do anything to further obstruct me from reaching those goals.
One day I might continue posting on this blog, but it will be in the far future, and it will be purely innocent (like, perhaps, blogging about when I study abroad in a year or two). That way, it will be purely enjoyable and I will not have to deal with such bullsh*t that I have been. You can judge me harshly, but please think: I was just 18 when I started posting those photos, and now I am only 19. Even if you say “oh who cares if she’s leaving, just another internet whore”, please think if you think it is right for 30 year old men to be harassing me and purposely trying to make my life miserable.
I am only going to be on MGF for a short time longer, too, and I will eventually be leaving it. I will no longer be on any social networking websites, except for one which is personal for family and friends. Right now, though, I need to make the smarter decision for my future which is to quit while I am ahead. Someone may try to interfere with my future and sabotage my future goals, it is possible, but I will deal with that when it happens. Also, these photos and videos might really screw with it but hey, that’s life. I return to my university campus in about a week, and I would like to devote 100% of my time to my studies, and also filling out scholarships so that I may have the opportunity to do amazing things in my college career.
Might I add, though, I am not condemning girls who do cam stuff or post photos like mine; HOWEVER, I will mention, that some of the girls plan to make careers out of it or they can do it without worrying about anything. That is fine for them, it just wasn’t right for me. I will keep this name in case I decide in the future to come back, but if you feel you want to unfollow, then I understand.
Thank you to all of my supporters, I love you guys and I will miss blogging dearly.
no longer on mgf now