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Its been awhile since I've had a crush on someone. But this guy that comes in to eat at my job, I've been eyeing him for a few weeks

He's a mechanic and I just so happened to have a problem with my tire so I used that as an excuse to talk to him

I definitely feel the mutual attraction though. The way he looks at me and speaks to me is just so cute.

I gave him my number and he gave me his too. I don't wanna be the one to text first though. Smh.

I'm shy too. This is probably the first time I've ever approached a guy like that

I gave in and texted him. he said "hey :)"

So simple but yet I'm so excited. I'm such a dork

awwwwwww man, see thats the thing he prob was honest  cause he thought you would be down to be his side thing.  Also maybe he really liked you to and didn't want to go there with you.. idk

Idk how to feel about this one... My trust is so fvcked up but he seems sincere.... I'll just give it time I suppose.

I am going through a difficult time. Dealing with depression at 31 weeks pregnant. I told my doctor and she's helping. I try to put on a stone face and people say I'm so strong, but when I get home, I break down and cry most nights. my Effed up relationship did this to me. Dealing with someone who is not ready to be a dad and wont alter his life to be one and someone who won't admit to being abusive. I am the only one buying our daughter stuff. I have talked about it here before. We don't live together anymore and I am finally moving away temporarily to my dads house on the other side of the state this weekend. My life will be changing a lot. I'm going on early maternity leave. There has been a lot of bad luck going on as well. It's just so hard to stay strong. I feel sorry for my baby a lot. as for the baby's dad, he tells me lies and says he loves me still and the baby, says we are his only family, but has made no changes. My dad hates him and said if he was in Jamaica, he would get beaten up and shamed and have to hide, my dad told me to tell him to go to hell and that he was not on the same level as him. my dads never talked like that before, he's a straight laced guy.

Even though I suffer, it's my baby I'm worried about. I'm scared for her. I don't know how to stay strong. at 31 weeks I'm extremely emotional.