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he opened up to me about his ex gf and what she did. what a tramp. when he met her (wayyyyy before i came along), she was in a relationship already, but she would go to him and complain. one night, they got drunk and they slept together. throughout their relationship, she was controlling. she had him sleeping in the living room on the couch while she had the bed. she even suggested buying another bed for the living room. she claimed he gave her migraines when he came home late from work. he works a lot and his hours are bad sometimes where he has to come home early sometimes 3am or something. anyways, they were on and off for a few years. he said she cheated and got pregnant by some other guy, that she had been sleeping around with lots of guys. shes nothing to look at, shes laughable. shes out of shape and her face looks like shrek. she was old too, i think thats why he stayed so long, maybe he felt kept. or maybe he did blindly love her. nobody liked her though, his friends told me. when he moved out, she kept a lot of things he bought. i actually believe he did buy them because he currently buys stuff for the both of us. maybe she thought keeping the things would keep him around or drag things on. stupid tramp.

Edited by indiecat - Mar 06 2013 at 9:54pm

I care but I don't care as much I used to.....I like that I don't cry over him anymore. It's a good feeling being free from stress and anger.

I like this guy a lot, contemplating on cuffing him
we have sooo many things in common
and he's proved to be a really good friend
but idk if i can get with his emotional ba ge
im not tryna fix Brothas and end up getting the short end again

why cant i just have one guy that i like that has their sh*t together?

we haven't fought in 6 days, things are going well.

It seems like finding someone to be in a relationship with to lose my v-card to gets harder and harder.