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I currently weight 270 pounds and I'm 16 years old. Months ago, I finally weight myself after years and never thought I was that "big". I was 280. My mother is pretty big too and I couldn't believe my weight surpassed hers. I started a number of things to lose weight. I do brisk walking/jogging for at least an hour every morning. I never really ate fast food but I cut down on the salty foods, sweet stuff and junk foods. I eat 2-3 meals each day which is usually a bowl of plain cornflakes sometimes sweetened with honey. This one time- I started a liquid milk diet. I drank unsweetened milk straight from the box every time I got hungry but after a couple of days I got really sick to the point that I couldn't leave the house. I would pee every 5 minutes (no exaggeration) and it was really heavy.
But anyways, after all of that, I only lost 10 pounds. I've lost a lot of motivation but I want to be pretty and be able to look at myself in the mirror and not feel disgusted.
I'm pretty young and I don't dress my age. Most of the clothes in my size are for grandmas. I have this saying, "Fat people take what they can get." I'm not into sexy but still. Clothes look good on the rack but when you try it on it's different. I'm not relatively ugly but no one wants to date a fat girl. It's ruining my social life that I don't have a boyfriend. I sometimes skip on outings with my friends because they all have boyfriends and it's uncomfortable to be by myself. Even when they are single, guys easily approach them and I'm just here...awkward.
My goal weight is around 45kg. (I'm not very tall) I want to at least be 55kg by my 18th birthday. I want to be able to have confidence and have fun and dress how I want while I'm still in my teens. I've been watching weight loss success videos on youtube and it takes much more that 2 years for
them to only lose about 50 pounds. Is it possible to reach my goal in 2 years? Any advice?
tl;dr I'm 270 pounds and 16 and I want to be at least 55kg before my 18th birthday. Is there anyway that this is possible? Any advice?